Unproductive.

I HAS NOT BEEN PRODUKTIF, N WILL KONTINUE TO BE IN DAT STATE UNTIL END OF JUNE.

Life sucks. For me that is. I hate it when my mind goes blank and not productive. I can almost hear the cogwheel of my rusty brain moving slowly. It needs some smoothening in there, and I just don't know how. D: I need some excitement, but nothing excites me at the moment. The horror. *insert The Scream here* What makes it worse is that an unproductive brain does not help a student currently pursuing her degree in ANY way.  

They say I miss my working life. Maybe I miss the place where I've been idling about for 3 years. Or maybe the food? The people? The gossipings with my best gal pal? Or maybe it's everything? I'm not sure how should I point at this problem properly, but I can seriously feel myself degrading, literally. I have never felt so dumb in my life, well, maybe before 17 years old yea but not after that =.=

Surely there is a need to do some mental checkup when you're 22 years old and suddenly you messed up between an orang utan and a gorilla? Or arguing over something that is already right but you think its not right and ended up embarrassing yourself in the public / Being a smarty pants? I can actually feel I've lost quite a degree of common sense and its very disturbing o.o

And what's more disturbing right now is that I'm actually LMAO at this supposedly ridiculous creature which symbolizes the horror of pedophiles. >www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-rTrt…<


Disturbing indeed.





EPHIE'S LIST OF ART AWESUMNESS. (updated 23rd April 2011)

Work in progress
Work in SLOW progress
Work on hold


SDL Shizu's Reference Sheet and SDL Hiatus manga entry for reauditioning Progress: 10%
SDL Shizu's audition entry for team Henseiseki-Tsubame Progress: 5%
Manga Club's member's organization chart Progress: 5%
Commission for Chinese New Year Progress: 15% DONE.
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Prize for Childhood contest winner Jake-juggle Request confirmed. Progress: 0%</b>
Prize for Childhood contest winner Oranaus Request confirmed. Progress: 0%
Prize for Childhood contest winner no-xiii Request confirmed. Progress: 100% DONE.

I'm open for art-trade. Most preferably inked and full-coloured original characters (OC) ;D

1. Pencil art trade with Zaznayka Tentative title: Sun-kissed Child/Children Progress: 1% (Being the title LOL)
2. D Gray-man's Lavi. Progress: 50%


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